3.29 Lillian Red Star Fire Thunder
Last Monday: "I can speak what is in my head but freeze when discussing my body"
dinner pre-made mashed potatoes and steamed vegetables i'm allergic to shrimp split one beer and the child manic reached for my plate and then his mother's breast with a ferocity that reminded me of milkman
April 3rd and 4th: Do you have thoughts on Margaret Fuller? She's been in the news. Lack of clear boundaries between the masculine and the feminine.
[write the whole story operatic in its pitch global in its stature; her life a more remarkable creation than her work]
Saturday: passage of air through buildings (M.A.) or around corners, where you can actually feel it on your face (L.L.), because the sensitivity of your skin is replacing your eyes.
Linda Nochlin 2007
"perhaps it is possible to be relatively free without self-conscious innovation or dramatic gesture
"free like Pissarro to trust one's own unassuming but un-exacerbated intuitions of truth and reality"